FROM GOOD TO BAD!!!!

So the other week I had one of the best weeks of my life, as some of you might have read on my Blog. We'll this week proved to be not as successful.
So many things happened in my family that were scary, sad and stressful.

My Brother and Sister in Law 3 months ago had a beautiful little baby girl, she has been such a fun baby for them, last week though she was coming down with a flu and not feeling all that great, all of a sudden Kendra goes from bad to worse. She was getting so sick, she could hardly breath on her own. They had to call an Ambulance and rush her to emergency. She was on Oxygen for 4 days and they ran a ton of tests on her. She finally got better and is at home with her family. It was a very scary first day though when we heard the news. I have never prayed so hard for my little niece to be okay and to stay her on this earth with her beautiful family. My savior was deffinately listening to my prayers and the prayers of the rest of our family to protect her and watch over her.

So finally all of that craziness went away and then the next sad thing happens in our family.
My wonderful sister has wanted nothing more in her life than to have her own children. I think from the time she was probably 9 that is what she dreamed about being, an amazing mother to lots of her children. When she got married, her and her hubby started trying and it was not happening. They ran some tests and Dr's told them it would likely not happen. So they started Fostering children to adopt. Finally after some research they were able to fix there problem, only to have another problem preventing them from carrying babies. This week my sister was going in for a minor 1/2 hr surgery. At the end there was maybe some hope that if things went well they could possibly have there own children. But of course not ,Not only did they find out they can for sure never have there own, they also can not do a Seraget. I love my savior more than anything, but sometimes I don't understand why he is taking this dream away from my Sister. I know there is a reason for everything, but this one just baffles me.

Then I have another wonderful sister how had some horrable person, hurt her feelings, just saying awful things about her, and if you know my sister Terra, you would know that there is not an awful thought or feeling you can have towards her. I believe it is someone who is just jealous of this amazing, wonderful women.

Then I have a brother who was sued for a vehicle he sold to some crazy lady, this court case has been going on for about a year or maybe longer. This whole time they were told she won't win and don't stress about it, we'll what happens she wins and they have to pay her a lot of money.

At the end of this awful week I can do nothing but feel helpless and cry. I have been so blessed to have such an amazing family, we have been there for each other through thick and thin. All of us brothers and sisters have gone through some really hard times but we rallied together and helped each other. This week I felt completely helpless being as far away from my Family as I am. All of my Brothers and Sisters went through such a hard time this week, and here I am in Lloydminster, where things could not be better and life is going great, and they are all suffering and going through some of the hardest times in there life. I know prayer is the strongest tool I have to use right now, but I just feel that it is not enough and I need to do more to be there for them.

If any of my sibling read this Blog, please know I love you so much and have been fasting and praying for all of you. Know that this is only a trial you are going through to make you stronger, and closer to your Savior. Rely on his strength and pray to him for your own strength. This goes for anybody who is going through a hard trial right now. Like I said at the end of one of my blogs before with God all things are possible.

Love Kalinda