MYSELF OR FOR OTHERS????

I am asking myself this question today, because when I first started writing my blog I said to myself this is really for me, a way to keep track of my goals and write down fun memories throughout the years. When I first looked into blogging I thought it was cool that you could turn them into books and said I would do that at the end of every year. It kind of acts as my journal, excluding really really personal posts as those are only meant for my real journal. I had lots of family and friends that were doing it and thought it would be really fun and easy. Well it has been really fun and easy, however these past 5 or 6 posts I have written have got a total of 3 comments, which is really bothering me. I am asking myself questions like, I hope this person is not mad at me and that is why they are not posting comments? or I commented on there last blog why are they not commenting on any of mine? That makes me sit back and ask myself do I really do this blog for myself or is it for others, to show them all the great things I do, all the sad things that are happening in my life so they have pity on me, and to make others jealous because "my life is great and I am great". Ahh I really don't know. All I know is I hope not. So I have decided to come up with an idea, or a goal I guess.
I am not going to look at my blog again after this post until I have another post to make, which as of right now I think my next post is about glasses and that one is not being put up until wednesday. If I get tempted and look before Wednesday and find myself going directly to the comment section seeing what everybody commented about this post, or nobody commented about this post ( and get mad) then I am done. No more blogging for Kalinda. I know this seams harsh but I just don't feel like that is a reason for blogging, it yes should be to let others you love and care for now about your happy and sad times, and see there's, but I should not be getting upset if they are not writing comments or even reading it as we all have very busy lives. So hopefully Wednesday there will be another post on my blog about glasses, if not I guess I don't have the will power I thought I had.