1:25AM

Why is it 1:25 in the morning and I am still awake, because my husband is dropping of a young man at home that lives an hour away after having a young mens activity (party) at our house tonight. They started with pizza, then bounce house and hot tubbing. Then decided to play fugitive in Kitscoty until 12:30 at night. So this means there is still another whole hour before he gets back. Again why am I not asleep, because for some silly crazy reason I just can't fall asleep without that man by my side. I remember when we were first married  it probably took me a good 3 months before I got a really good sleep as I just found it so weird and different to have someone in my bed with me, every time I tossed or turned I would feel him and it would freak me out and I would wake up. Now almost 8 years later I can't fall asleep without him there. There is something comforting about tossing and turning and feeling his arm or leg, it makes me feel so safe. It will have to take total exhaustion for me to finally fall asleep which at that point knowing my luck Macie will wake up or he will get home. I can't wait for his camp next week and the lack of sleep we will both be receiving.

Side Note: what do you do at 1:25 in the morning and you can't sleep, I will tell you. Eat yummy unhealthy cake. read over your friends blogs from the day they first started blogging. view everything on pinterest and  dream about that perfect house, you know the one that is big enough for your family and all your stuff, a huge backyard, an amazing kitchen, a master bedroom to die for with a walk in closet and ensuite oh yeah and that perfect price tag of $300,000 or less (hence why it is only a dream).