May 22, 2010

3 NERVOUS DAYS LEFT AND COUNTING!!!!

So in three days I will be put under for the first time in my life and cut into as well. I don't know why I am so nervous it is nothing serious but I have been freaking out all week. I think I am freaking out so much not because of the surgery or even being put to sleep but with the possible results that will come from it. I am having Laproscopic surgery and a couple off other things checked that you don't want to know about, they are doing this surgery to check if I have endometriosis and if that might be a reason we are still not pregnant. If it comes back positive the chances of us getting pregnant go down even more to possibly not at all. So lots of prayers and faith the next couple of days that all will go well.