Tempting Mommy

I had my 5th ultrasound today for the baby because of concerns with the babies kidneys, everything with baby is good however he/she is just torturing mommy. I had my regular 20 week ultrasound and was strong and didn't find out the sex, then 30 weeks to make sure I was not going into early labour, and the cysts on the babies brain had gone away, then again at 35 weeks because the baby was breech and he wanted to check to see if the baby had turned which it did, then today at 37 weeks to make sure the kidneys that were swollen had gone down, which of course like all the scares we have had with this pregnancy everything is A OK. I was so close to saying yes when the ultrasound tech asked if we would like to know, but I was strong and didn't find out. Even Mark almost crumbled today. But through all these ultrasounds we have stayed strong and get to experience the awe of finding out in the delivery room. On a side note I wanna thank my Heavenly Father for answering all of our prayers with these little worries and stresses and protecting our sweet healthy baby.